The Best Thing Ever!

The ultimate best thing ever is so many years of waiting and waiting then waiting for a million reasons then waiting for even a millions reasons more and this is really almost too much and this brings on so much guilt for what this means and this is me choosing to have a full life that is with A DOG. I am getting my doggy tomorrow night. This is so much and what this has taken so much and just jesus christ what if this result ends up like my daughter and stepson and doesnt happen? I have absolutely 21 more years to prove this might not prove to be true this is going to happen. There is so much that points this will come true just as much as it seems.... but that hasn't been my reality. I hope this starts with my new reality. I will have to wait until tomorrow night to make for sure. I will let you know late tomorrow night when my little Penny arrives.