Tonight at Parental Alienation Anonymous Meeting...

Yes, I have attended PAA meetings throughout these last 4-5 years but nothing like I'm doing with committing myself to do doing 90 meetings in 90 days and finally getting into a sponsorship pod to start brand new working the 12 steps that is already life changing even so much for that after a extremely difficult day I actually shared about myself. FYI, I have severe Tourette's with extreme debilitating mouth/jaw/speech/vocal/communicating issues and it's extremely difficult to vocally have the ability to communicate but today I did. This PAA community has IKES! literally heard my struggles in my attempts and have been very kind to me when I try. Today at this meeting I just wanted to speak because today was me and what PAA is and PAA is NOT to get your babies back... IT IS TO GET YOUR LIFE BACK and as devastating what today was to to me and what I ACTUALLY LITTERALLY SPOKE at a MEETING!!! was me saying what I went through today was about ME. It wasn't about my little girl or anything else that this alienation has destroyed or the grief and hell this all caused... this for once was about about me... TOTALLY SEPERATE THAN THIS ENTIRE HELL. It's a very big deal.