I really am exhausted after emotionally opening up on this long winded website made for my daughter that I pretty much gaurentee she hates me too much to even see her text saying she has a website to read. I am on a roll though that is actually good that I know but ... just but.
Although I know I am not alone in parental alienation I feel so alone. It's been 15+ years since my daughter was successfully taken after this abusive ex-husband's second attempt that took custody of my daughter at age 6-1/2 years old and my step-son (adult) was graduating college continues exactly 100% the same. She is now 21 and the only good outcome is that I was able to get her phone number (long story) and have been able to text her which for a good while she "read" my texts but hasn't now for the last 3 months. I am tired. I really even do not want to talk about any of this but I do I need to. I am struggling. I am over this struggling but I am still struggling.