I will be very happy if I am wrong... BUT...

Okay... and right now, I really hope I am wrong in how this text interaction with my oldest sister just went down... but now I'm met with dead silence.

... Okay, it's been over an hour and my sister is just refusing to respond back. So, am I over-reacting? I am hoping so. I'm going to finish this later because it's gotten me so upset that I actually feel nauseous.

so... that's another family member and there is no use processing that... she just texted "I can't be empathetic to your feelings" and I replied, "no shit".

ERASED,

OMG... I am back to Step One... Okay, i am greatful to be back to STEP ONE but am I ever going to get past step one. It's almost 16 years... my family silences me like nothing... yes, I'm tired of it... so am I done with... yep... I think so. just let me breathe but just dont let me cry anymore. it's not... but it is over-rated.....

And I am back. I don't know if I can get over this. I don't know,