There were so many last times we were taken from

each other and always more extreme years taken from us.

It's time to RELECT on THIS Journey THAT you NEVER DESERVED ANY OF THIS that BEFORE the almost last 14 years of THIS there was so much more.

That from the start, YOU were already FORCED on

A LIFE JOURNEY that NEVER WAS MEANT FOR YOU

AND WAS DONE IN YOUR COMPLETE INNOCENCE then enabled to continue that I never tell you about the embarrasemt that procedded in the courts and, honey, despite 5 layers I was told by the 3rd that we never even had a chance and was already decided before I walked into any court court room. 

So WE never had a chance to talk about what happened

right before your eyes. DO YOU REMEMBER that morning after you came down downstairs to ask me if you could sleep with me on the couch because you missed me? YOU NEVER DESERVED to EVER WITNESS and HEAR what your dad did to me that while I begged him TO NOT DO THIS IN FRONT OF YOU, it had no meaning.

 

YOU baby girl WERE EVEN MORE and the highest brought into another adult situation intentionally.

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YOU were a victim exactly the same as I was.

On September 22, 2011

YOU became a very distinct VERSION of YOURSELF

 

As of TODAY 7/29/2024

YOU are even more a DIFFERENT VERSION of the SAME PERSON you truly are.

Little girl you were born and we were blessed with having a complete early childhood that 6-1/2 years

…………

Throughout YOUR EXISTENCE OF NOW MORE THAN 20 YEARS

whether YOU WERE AWARE of IT

or NOT…

YOU’RE ON A JOURNEY of Self-Discovery!

………..

YOUR YOUNGER-Self

likely PLACED VALUE

on WHAT YOU Deemed Important

or WHAT YOU THOUGHT OTHER’S Deemed Important

FOR YOU

…………

AS YOU’RE READY for the

NEXT Phase of YOUR LIFE

I ASK that YOU REFLECT on:

HOW MUCH has CHANGED.

WHO ARE YOU?

N O W ?

………

THIS IS the JOURNEY of Self-Discovery!

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I ENCOURAGE YOU

to CONTINUOUSLY REFLECT

ON THIS JOURNEY:

1. WHERE you’ve BEEN

& WHERE you WANT TO GO

2. WHO you WERE

& WHO you hope TO BECOME

 

This LIFE-LONG PROCESS of Self-Discovery

is not ONLY

1. Understanding

THE FACTS of your JOURNEY

but also

2. UNCOVERING your WHY

A. WHY do YOU

DO the THINGS that YOU DO?

B. WHY do YOU

place VALUE

WHERE YOU DO?

 

When you HONE IN on YOUR WHY

You’re NOT ONLY ABLE to

1. FOCUS your EFFORTS on

WHAT is Truly Important

but you’re also ABLE to

2. MAKE SENSE

of your STRUGGLES of the PAST

​……..

The UNCOVERING of MY WHY as an Educator

has been KEY to MY GROWTH

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Often when people think of teachers or principals,

they think “You must of liked school so much you

never wanted to leave!”

However, MY truth, like many Educators, is Quite the OPPOSITE. I didn’t really like school. I was fine but

not a great student… a below-average athlete…

certainly no one’s definition of popular.  

 

During THOSE years I STRUGGLED

1. With WHAT set ME APART.

2. WHAT Values OR Skills

MADE ME SPECIAL​

 

For the MOST PART

I FELT pretty INVISIBLE,

And I was DESPERATE

TO BE SEEN

by SOMEONE

…while ironically

WANTING to HIDE

at the SAME TIME

 

However, one positive thing about MY younger self

Was I KNEW I ALWAYS WANTED to be a teacher!

 

I KNEW what I WANTED to DO.

I just didn’t always KNOW WHY

 

While I do truly enjoy connecting and serving ALL students of High School, I’m especially driven to students, who like me, don’t always love High School.

Who don’t always feel comfortable in their skin.

Who don’t ALWAYS FEEL HEARD, SEEN or VALUED.

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MY Goal is to make the High School experience if even just a tiny bit better, for students like this

 

THIS is MY VERSION of Making the World a BETTER Place. THIS is MY WHY    

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Ultimately,

I am NOT SURE

YOU CAN be HAPPY

WITH WHO You ARE

UNTIL YOU

KNOW WHO you ARE

…....................

Searching FOR THIS

comes a deeper OPPORTUNITY

to UNDERSTAND your WHY

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And WHEN YOU search for THAT

You UNLOCK a NEW LEVEL of POTENTIAL

along WITH

THE COMFORT

of NO LONGER CHASING

with WHAT does NOT

BRING YOU JOY or PURPOSE

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Each Person’s JOURNEY is DIFFERENT

............................

But EVERYONE of YOU

HAS the POTENTIAL to ACHIEVE

YOUR VERSION of Greatness

 

I never even believed this VERSION of Greatness could exist. This whole thing.  that I instantly became and believed it began while the physical process of being Re-Baptized and then never imagined the next could occur or even connected me being re-baptized as an adult with really anything about being baptized as a baby and never thought that or thought about that and were just 2 complete different things so it never occurred to me that would be related but when water was poured over the top of my head all I know is I became a golden child and I can’t describe it more than that. I instantly was a brand new person. It was instant. The only way I can describe the happiness and how beautiful I felt was the same as I felt while I was pregnant. Being pregnant and a new Mother was when I believed I achieved my VERSION of greatness. I didn’t know there could be bigger Version of Greatness. Being able to bring Madison with in how I did to be there is everything.

What happened later the night …FINISH…….

 

 

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The ONLY QUESTION is:

Are YOU READY

to LET GO of

WHAT you THINK

YOU are SUPPOSED to BE

and

BECOME SOMEONE

You NEVER Imagined?​